i don’t know why, i feel rejected and shame to God. there is a deep pain in my heart, it is too painful .and i want/need ‘anointing of relationship’ very much. will pray for me increase in ‘wisdom in favor with God and people?’ but most of all, i need to reconnect with Lord Jesus. i feel like i lost him somewhere, all i just wanted is to do my best, but now it’s like im seeking him in cloudness. and i also ask for intimate relationship with Jesus, Yeshua, and LORD to reveal himself through words
